I had to go skating today because of my Silver Free Skating test on the 20th-Monday. I knew it was going to be a disaster because it would be  too overcrowded.  Yep I was right!  But I still manage to compose myself to do some things.  But as soon as I started stroking around I felt my left boot a little loose. (top half) Not too long ago I was carrying my skates upside down and noticed that one of my soles were missing.  I thought it wouldnt affect me too much.  It was annoying and I felt so insecure.  But I manage to bite my lip and just do everything up to a lutz.  I didnt even bother with spins because I know it would just drive me crazy.  Plus there were no room.  I put my music on loud speakers and thought I would get some things done, but it was still too hectic so I just mapped it out in my head.